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Friday, January 26, 2007

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Okay… 3 out of my 4 weeks of holiday is almost over… and I just wanna share a little bit of something…
I finally found the spirit within myself… I mean, I’m always in the mood of writing… I can’t put my books down… and I think I have all the money in the world to go to movies everyday… (y’know what I mean, Diah… hehehe)

I already write a story about Blood Diamond and Leonardo DiCaprio… and that actually made me felt relief…

Just few days ago, I finally finished reading a book called “Petualangan Jiwa Billy”… It’s a translated book and a sequel of “24 Wajah Billy”. I believe I wrote the story about the first book here too… also right after I finished reading it.

Eventhough there was like a lot of struggle finishing this book, I can feel that I got a lot of things from it… I mean, this book is the type of book that u think it’s gonna be boring. and I felt the same way too when I was just starting… but then I got the book for a while now… It was a present from my friends on my b-day last year, so I kinda had to finish it.

So I continued reading… and suddenly I can’t stop. I actually canceled my going-to-cinema appointment with one of my friends to finish the book. And it was all worth it!
It’s so amazing how the writer (and the translator) put the sentence together… it’s the kind of book that makes u read unpatiently coz u know there’s something wrong but u can’t do anything to help it…

I was drowned by my own emotion and imagination when I read a guy bite his own finger until he actually lost that finger. Or when I realized how smart Billy could be, it made him almost like Frank Abagnale Jr. the guy which played by Leonardo DiCaprio in “Catch Me If You Can”, coz Billy could learn something really fast and as fast as a clap can be heard, he suddenly became a master of things… he made his own fake new identity. He was actually successful enough to open his own business with a friend he met along the way… his painting deserved good critics… and the most amazing thing is, he was actually the only one person who could fuse his own self. I mean, after number of psychiatric who were willing to help all the 24 character in him to be fused, and none of them actually succeed, he did it all by himself…

And that was AH-MAZING!!!!

Okay, lovers of psychological books, get ur copy of “Petualangan Jiwa Billy” now!!! Or make a line up to borrow mine… hahahaha!

but my suggestion to u: read the first book first! Coz Billy actually bought his own copy of the first book himself to explain the situation within himself to a friend of his…

okay… let’s move on to the next thing…

next thing is another movie that I just saw… (see, what I wrote about owning money and go to the movie everyday???)
The last movie that I saw was “Long Road to Heaven”. One of the weirdest movies I’ve ever watched… I mean, I can’t decide now whether I like the movie or not… because… I don’t know… I just can’t decide…

Weird was the first word that poped out in my head when I steped out of the cinema. I got a really weird feeling when I watched it. I got a really weird feeling after I watched it. I still got a
weird feeling now… (anie, any comment buat film ini???)

It’s cool that they made this movie… y’know to show the world what really had happen… and with the mix language of English and Bahasa, there’s a possibility that this movie can rock the world… hahaha-I wish! But the story itself, it was weird…

Dan!!! Surya Saputra gak cocok buat jadi Hambali!!!! Hahahaha!

But I like the scene about Hannah, Pak Haji, and the Dawson… I kinda get the feeling… y’know, when u’re Moslem, sometimes u feel the connection b/w each other… and ohhh-how-I-would-love-to-punch-the-face-of-people-like-Mr. Dawson…
What really irritating is the meeting that the terrorist actually had… and the reason why the actually chose Bali as their target… it made me sick! I mean, when u’re in Bali, who can say that u don’t love Bali??? It was just an impossible thing to do!!! And that last scene of the two executors… ohh how that made me wanna throw up??? Why would someone ever want to kill his/her self??? I never get it… and never will…

Oh yeah, I like a sentence which was said by Pak Haji, “everyone wants heaven but no one wants to die” or something like that… isn’t it soooooo true???????

Jadi keinget training ESQ, “Mati…. YES!” hahahaha

Alrite…alrite… move on…

Last thing is about a book that I just finished reading few minutes ago… just before I started to write this…
It’s an Indonesian book. Title: “The (Un)Reality Show”. Written by Clara Ng, one of those damn genious Chinese… hehehe… It’s a compliment for all Chinsese!
The book was so great… I couldn’t stop laughing. Hard. And I couldn’t put the book down… Her humorous idea was the best… and the way she put it together was unbelievable! I was laughing so hard coz what she actually wrote was a fresh comedy which so simple that usually happens on a daily basis, but yet I would never have an idea to put it in as a story…

Okay… I know, I’m bad at explaining stuff… you just have to read the book urself…

But, one thing that makes me wanna write about this book is becoz of the ending. I mean, when I started to read the book, I thought it was gonna be just another book that ends happily… well, it ends happily, but not the same way as I thought… The minute I was laughing and I turned the page to the ending of the book, the same minute I stoped laughing… and the book became as serious as it can get… and…

Ohhh… you just have to read it by yourself…

All worth the money… all worth the laughing… all worth everything…

I wonder if all of Clara Ng’s books are as good as this one…

Well, that’s about how much I can share right now…

In the mood of writing… and reading… and having idea…

back soon…

AAAAARRRRRRGGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!

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Ticket Type Early Bird Price Regular Price
1 Daily Ticket Friday (March 2, 2007) Rp 300.000 Rp 400.000
2 Daily Ticket Saturday (March 3, 2007) Rp 300.000 Rp 400.000
3 Daily Ticket Sunday (March 4, 2007) Rp 300.000 Rp 400.000
4 Multi Pass (3-Days Ticket) Rp 750.000 Rp 950.000
5 Special Show – Friday Sergio Mendes Rp 250.000 Rp 250.000
6 Special Show – Saturday Chaka Khan Rp 250.000 Rp 250.000
7 Special Show – Sunday Jamie Cullum Rp 800.000 Rp 800.000

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kapitalisme!!!!
sinting!!!!!
orang2 seni yang pengen 'dihargai'!!!!!
NYEBELIN!!!!

diatas adalah harga tiket Java Jazz International Festival
dan harganya MAHAL BANGET!!!!!
OHMYFREAKINGGOD!!!!!!
where can I get that MUCH money?????

blum lagi aku udah ngecek jadwal manggungnya...
rundown program acaranya....
guess what????
Tompi: hari JUMAT
Maliq n d'essentials: hari SABTU
dan freaking JAMIE CULLUM: hari MINGGU!!!!

apakah itu berarti aku HARUS DATENG TIGA HARI BERTURUT-TURUT???!!!
OHMYGOD!!!!
OH MY GOD!!!!!
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VERY UNFAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Thursday, January 25, 2007

a guy... and his movies...

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Whoever claims him/herself to be a moviegoer, u SHOULD watch “Blood Diamond”!!!

That’s like one of the best movie I’ve ever seen in my whole life!!! I mean along with “Catch Me if You Can” and “Babel” and “The Departed” and “A Knight’s Tale”, and “Fight Club”, and “The Devil Wears Prada”, and “She’s All That”, and “Ten Things I Hate About You”, and “The Longest Yard”, and “Click”, and “Casino Royale”, and “Arisan!”, and “Janji Joni”, and “Ada Apa Dengan Cinta?”, and “Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire”, and…………..

Sorry… I lost track of my list of my most favourite movie, with the exception of cartoon…
Coz I can mention my list of favourite cartoon or kids’ movies which could go longer than the above…

But I recommend to everyone in this world who loves to go to the movie to watch Blood Diamond!!!

And by that… I wanna write about one of my favorite actors… Leonardo DiCaprio… The coolest man alive, at least, for this time that’s what I think…

His last 2 movies (The Departed and Blood Diamond) have some special place in my heart and mind…

I mean, I used to like him becoz he looks good… and he seems to be more like a macho man… I never really did consider his acting… sure I watched him in “Romeo and Juliet”, but never really knew that his acting skill is amazing… probably becoz I was considered small enough when I watched that movie… I didn’t really get the language, as it was a modern English of Shakespeare…

Anyway… so I watched his other movies… I-of course-watched the highest grossing movie ever, Titanic… never really finished watching “The Beach”. Didn’t watch “The Man in the Iron Mask” and “Gangs of New York” though coz I don’t really like the setting… but I watched “Catch Me If You Can” with all my heart… and bcoz of that movie, I know he’s more than just an ordinary actor…
I mean, he was just right to play the role of Frank Abagnale Jr. in the movie, he can learn very fast and look just like a really good liar… I really adore that movie so very much…

And then of course I watched “The Aviator”. I watched the movie when I was in Canada together with Helen (my hostmom) and Lisa (my hostsister). The minute we steped out of the cinema, they both were like “what kinda movie was that?” Lisa even told me that she actually thought about leaving the cinema before the movie ended becoz it was that bad. I say, it was a very interesting movie… I mean, a movie about one health freak? That’s rare… and a movie about a guy who owns a production house and really picky, that is very rare too… I told Lisa, “that’s a typical Oscar movie…” true, wasn’t I?

Just couple months ago (I believe), I watched “The Departed” and that was one of the best movie with the best story, the best choice of actors, the best script, the best… I know it’s a recycled from a Hong Kong movie… and I haven’t watched the ‘not recycled’ one… but I just love “The Departed”. Their characters are really strong and the plot was almost always intens… and I feel so pitty for everyone in China, coz the Chinese govn’t forbide this movie to enter China… I mean, imagine not watching one of the best movie ever made!!!

And yeah… yesterday, I watched “Blood Diamond”… and it got me wondering, why Leonardo DiCaprio hasn’t won any Oscar for Best Actor??? Coz he was REALLY good in that movie… he acted like he was a true white-skin person who lived in Africa. I’m falling for him! He spoke with the African dialect, he cried, he laugh, his being smart, even his way of smoking was a really wonderful acting…

Hmh… I wonder what I would do if I meet him… hahahaha…

It turned out that I was speechless when I faced Tompi and I adore Tompi as much as I adore Leonardo DiCaprio…

Hahahaha…

I’m being one of those crazy fans…

Well, I don’t care…

Oh yeah, one more thing of why I become a big fan of Leonardo DiCaprio? Coz he owns this: www.leonardodicaprio.org... And I love everyone who loves the earth… hahahaha!!!

p.s. don't forget to check out the website and the greenpeace blog!

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

about a relationship...

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I’ve wanted to write about this topic for a very long time… but I was never really in the mood of it… and today I’m so very much in the mood of writing it…
What I’m gonna write now is about relationship b/w girls and boys…

The conversation which inspired me actually happened a while ago… but I can still recall almost every words of it… as I always do… hehehe
I had a conversation with one of my western girl friends. She told me that she prefers her identity to b hidden. I can’t remember what actually brought us to a conversation about love relationship but we talked about it…

At first she was telling me about his boyfriend…

Well, almost all of u know that I was an exchange student and I stayed in Canada for a year. Many of u might think that I’m used to talking about sex and that kinda stuff… but I’m actually not…
Never really sure why, but I always seem to have good friends around me… so I never really got involved in something like that…

But of course I have a friend who told me about her sex stories… like who she slept with last weekend… and how she adored a guy and really wanted to sleep with him… but she understood that I’m not used to all that… so she kinda keep her mouth shut a little… she just wanted me to know a lil’ bit, she said…

Oh yeah, for everyone’s information, I’m still a virgin… not planning to not to be one soon… I’m planning to keep “my cherry” until the first night after my wedding… hahaha… cliché… but that’s just me… for u, my friend, who chooses to not to be a virgin, that’s ur choice and I’m gonna respect u for that… just don’t get pregnant in very early age, coz that’s one of the stupid mistakes someone could ever make… or don’t get any STD, esp. HIV/AIDS… coz that’s the stupidest thing to have in the world… consume birth pils or use condoms or something… don’t be stupid…

Anyway, back to my topic…

Yeah, so this friend of mine was telling me about her last bf. He’s cute and all… she just didn’t get the chemistry b/w them. She thought they had it the first time they made out, but it turned out she was wrong…
So I started to ask her questions… and what I was dying to know about her was, “is she still a virgin?” and she answered yes… she was still a virgin… and in fact, she is still a virgin now… which is very rare in the western culture… which also makes me really proud of her…
And more questions were asked: “how come u’re still virgin?”
“I don’t know… I just haven’t found the right guy to do ‘it’” she said.
“do u wanna be a virgin until ur wedding? Like what I’m planning to?”
“No… I don’t think I will ever marry… and no… it’s kinda late that I haven’t had sex yet… I don’t wanna be a virgin forever… I just haven’t felt like doing ‘it’”

And u can see from the conversation above… it’s just something really different about the western culture… I wonder what you (the ppl who read this) think about me having a conversation like this…

I said, “One of my friends in Canada once told me that she really liked having a shower with her bf…”
She said, “yeah… Y’know Alien, I took a shower with my bf too… I just don’t talk about it…”
I said, “Oh… okay…”
There was silent, I believe. Then I started to ask more questions, “so were u naked when u took a shower with ur bf?”
She laughed, “Of course I did…”
As I was kinda confused, I asked, “so how come u guys didn’t have sex?”
So she started explaining… “well, Alien, to have sex, there are some steps that u actually have to get thru… It doesn’t happen just like that…”
“Really?” as I don’t exactly understood what she meant.
“Yeah, when u’re naked, u don’t just have sex… u kiss, touch… and… that’s about how far I have been…”

And I just understood it right then and there… so, sex doesn’t happen just like that I guess… there’s a progress before that… and I kinda make a little conclusion in my head… so, when u read the crappy sex stories from the internet, or movies that shows sex on the first date, they’re all bullshit then… coz if there are some steps before u actually get to the sex ‘part’, u can’t really have sex on the first date, am I right? Well, unless u’re addicted to sex or something…

I think enough about the sex part…

So we continued talking… and I told her something, “hey, do u know that some of my friends who actually declare theselves to have bf or gf never kiss their partners?”
And she was like, “what??? Really???”
Laughing, I said, “Yes!”
“So, if these Indonesian ppl don’t kiss their bf or gf, what do they do when they meet up?” she asked.
I said, “I don’t know… well, they talk, eat out, go to the movies, and stuff…”
“What’s the point on having a bf or gf then? u can do all that with ur friends…” she asked me.
“not sure yet until now… maybe becoz of the status…” I answered.
“Doesn’t make any sense to me…” that was what she told me.
“doesn’t make any sense to me either…” I said.

Don’t u (ppl who’s reading this) think that it’s true??? What exactly the point of having a bf or gf if u don’t wanna make out with him or her??? Do ppl just after the status of not being single???
I say, let’s forget about the status… let’s forget the word “pacaran” coz it’s all bullshit… coz I don’t really wanna kiss my bf (if I ever gonna have one again)… and by any meaning of not kissing ur bf or gf, u can all just b friends and marry ur friends… that simple…

Well, that was just a thought of mine… as India.Arie said in one of her songs titled “Video”, “so don’t be offended this is all my opinion, ain’t nothing that I’m saying law. This is a true confession of a life learn lesson and I’m here to share it with y’all”

Speaking of confession… I’ve got a confession to make…

There’s this saying “I got butterflies in my stomach” which means u feel funny, coz u’re somewhat nervous… and that feeling usually occurs when u’re facing a guy/girl that u like…
And I have actually experienced that… I felt there were a thousand butterflies in my stomach when I was gonna go to my crush’s home… hahaha…
But to be honest with u… there’s only one guy who can actually make all the butterflies in my stomach fly around… he’s… a secret!!!

He’s not my crush… that’s for sure… I know I always do stupid things in front of my crush, but I only felt that butterflies fly around in my stomach occasionally…

There’s only one guy who can give me that butterflies feeling everytime I keep contact with him… I felt the butterflies when we met… I felt the butterflies when I called him or he called me… I even felt the butterflies when I received an email from him…

Too bad he’s not good enough for me… hehehehe

Until now I’m still wondering why I can feel that way… probably becoz I used to like him like him… and I can’t just forget ppl who I liked or like… don’t know…

Yeah, that’s my confession…

I think I just wrote one funny story…

Sunday, January 21, 2007

Plain White T's

please welcome....
one of the greatest song ever made.....

Plain White T's - Hate (I Really Don't Like You)

love love love love love love

you were everything i wanted
you were everything a girl could be
then you left me broken hearted
now you don't mean a thing to me

all i wanted was your love love love love love love

hate is a strong word but i really really really dont like you
now that it's over i don't even know what i liked about you
brought you around and you just brought me down
hate is a strong word but i really really really dont like you
I really dont like you

thought that everything was perfect
isn't that how it's suppose to be thought
you thought i was worth it now i think a little differently

all i wanted was your love love love love love love

hate is a strong word but i really really really dont like you
(i really dont like you)
now thats its over i dont even know what i liked about you
(liked about you)
brought you around and you just brought me down
hate is a strong word but i really really really dont like you

now that its over you cant hurt me
now that its over you cant bring me down

oh x 12

all i wanted was your love love love love love

(hate) hate is a strong word but i really really really dont like you
(i really dont like you)
now thats its over i dont even know what i liked about you
(liked about you)
brought you around and you just brought me down
(hate) hate is a strong word but i really really really dont like you

oh x 24

i really dont like you x 3


just imagine if u can actually say that to someone...
I mean, say this: "Hey, I know hate is a really strong word... but I really really really don't like you!"
oh my God! I wish....
I really wish...!!!

Prince

has anyone watched "Happy Feet"?
a really cool movie which rocked the box office...
in 2006, they were #1 for 3 weeks in a row, right at the end of the year...
and only one other movie could survive the box office 3 times in a row in 2006.
It was "Pirates of the Carribean: Dead Man's Chest"
so, can u imagine how cool Happy Feet can be???
so, when u watched the movie, this following song is gonna be the first song u hear...
when Humble's mom and dad first met and fell in love for each other

and I was watching the 2007 American Idol last night...
and many people sang this song...
so there must be something good in this song....

oh yeah, one more thing: clean ur thoughts as u read this...
coz some of the words can drive u to something u don't really wanna expect...
or u actually do???
hahaha

happy singing!

Prince - Kiss

You don't have to be beautiful to turn me on
I just need your body, baby, from dusk 'til dawn
You don't need experience to turn me on
You just leave it all up to me
I'm gonna show you what it's all about

You don't have to be rich to be my girl
You don't have to be cool to rule my world
Ain't no particular sign I'm more compatible with
I just want your extra time and your kiss

You got to not talk dirty, baby, if you wanna impress me
You can't be too flirty, mama, I know how to undress me
I want to be your fantasy, maybe you could be mine
You just leave it all up to me, we could have a good time

You don't have to be rich to be my girl
You don't have to be cool to rule my world
Ain't no particular sign I'm more compatible with
I just want your extra time and your kiss
Yes, oh I think I wanna dance

Gotta, gottaLittle girl
Wendy's parade
Gotta, gotta, gotta

Women, not girls, rule my world, I said they rule my world
Act your age, mama, not your shoe size
Not your shoe size, maybe we could do the twirl
You don't have to watch Dynasty to have an attitude
You just leave it all up to me, my love will be your food

You don't have to be rich to be my girl
You don't have to be cool to rule my world
Ain't no particular sign I'm compatible with
I just want your extra time and your kiss

James Morrison

sorry...
not in the mood of really write something....
really....
I'm just in the mood of copying good lyrics to my blog...
hope u enjoy it...
really good songs here, buddy!

James Morrison - Wonderful World

I've been down so low
People look at me and they know
They can tell something is wrong
Like I don't belong
Staring through a window
Standing outside, they're just too happy to care tonight
I want to be like them
But I'll mess it up again
I tripped on my way in

And got kicked outside, everybody saw...
And I know that it's a wonderful world
But I can't feel it right now
Well I thought that I was doing well
But I just want to cry now
Well I know that it's a wonderful world
From the sky down to the sea
But I can only see it when you're here, here with me
Sometimes I feel so full of love
It just comes spilling out
It's uncomfortable to see
I give it away so easily
But if I had someone I would do anything
I'd never, never, ever let you feel alone
I won't I won't leave you, on your own
But who am I to dream?
Dreams are for fools, they let you down...
And I know that it's a wonderful world
But I can't feel it right now
Well I thought that I was doing well
But I just want to cry now
Well I know that it's a wonderful world
From the sky down to the sea
But I can only see it when you're here, here with me
And I wish that I could make it better
I'd give anything for you to call me, or maybe just a little letter
Oh, we could start again
And I know that it's a wonderful world
But I can't feel it right now
Well I thought that I was doing well
But I just want to cry now
Well I know that it's a wonderful world
From the sky down to the sea
But I can only see it when you're here, here with me
And I know that it's a wonderful world I can't feel it right now
I got all the right clothes to wear
I just want to cry now, cry now
Well I know that it's a wonderful world
From the sky down to the sea
But I can only see it when you're here, here with me
And I know that it's a wonderful world
When you're with me

James Morrison - You Give Me Something

You only stay with me in the morning,
You only hold me when I sleep,
I was meant to tread the water,
But now I've gotten in too deep,
For every piece of me that wants you,
Another piece backs away.
'Cause you give me something,
That makes me scared alright,
This could be nothing,
But I'm willin to give it a try,
Please give me something,
Cause someday I might know in my heart.
You only waited out for hours,
Just to spend a little time alone with me,
And I can say I've never bought you flowers,
I can't work out what they mean,
I'd never thought that I'd love someone,
That was someone elses dream.
'Cause you give me something,
That makes me scared alright,
This could be nothing,
But I'm willing to give it a try,
Please give me something,
Cause someday I might call you from my heart.
But it might be a second too late,
And the words that I could never say,
Are gonna come out anyway.
'Cause you give me something,
That makes me scared alright,
This could be nothing,
But I'm willing to give it a try,
Please give me something,
Oh 'Cause you give me something,
That makes me scared alright,
This could be nothing,
But I'm willing to give it a try,
Please give me something,
Cause someday I might know in my heart.
Know in my heart,
Know in my heart,
Know in my heart.

Friday, January 19, 2007

Cassie

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Cassie - Me & You

(intro-)
it's me and you now
I've been waiting, i think i gonna make that move now
baby tell me how you like it

[Verse 1]
U've been waiting so long, I'm here to answer your calls
I know that I shouldn't have had you waiting at all
I've been so busy, but I've been thinking 'bout- what I wanna do wit you
I know them other guys, they've been talking 'bout the way I do what I do
They heard I was good, they wanna see if it's true
They know your the one I wanna give it to
I can see you want me too...
Now it's Me & U

[Hook]It's Me & U now (uh)
I've been waiting (waitin)
Think I'm gonna make that move now
Baby, tell me if you like it (tell me if you like it)
It's Me & U now
I've been waitin
Think I'm gonna make that move now
Baby tell me how you like it

[Verse 2]
I was waitin for you to tell me you were ready
I know what to do if only you would let me
As long as your cool with it I'll treat ya right
Here is where you wanna be
I know them other guys, they've been talkin 'bout the way I do what I do
They heard I was good they wanna see if it's true
They know you're the one I wanna give it to
I can see you want me too
And now it's Me & U

[Chorus]
It's Me & U now (baby it's)I've been waitin (Me & U)
Think I'm gonna make that move now (I'm thinkin 'bout making that move)
Baby tell me if you like it (Tell me if you like it, uh huh, hey!)
Think I'm gonna make that move now (gonna make a move)
Baby tell me how you like it

[Bridge]Baby I'll love you all the way down (uh)
Get you right where you like itI promise you'll like it (I swear)
Just relax and let me make that move (It's our secret babe)
We'll keep it between Me & U

[Chorus]
It's Me & U now (oh yeah, yeah)
I've been waitin'
Think I'm gonna make that move now (move now)
Baby tell me if you like it (tell me if you like it)
It's Me & U now (yeah, yeah, uh)
I've been waitin'
Think I'm gonna make that move now (gonna make a move now)
Baby tell me how you like it (uh huh)
It's Me & U now (me and u)
I've been waitin (its just me and u)
Think I'm gonna make that move now (its just us two)
Baby tell me if you like it (its just me and you now)

lagu yang romantis...
tapi agak2 jorok liriknya... hehehe...
lyat aja kalimat: "They heard I was good they wanna see if it's true. They know you're the one I wanna give it to"
hahahaha

walaupun lagu ini udah lumayan lama...
dan Cassie skarang udah jadi terkenal...
cuma mau ngingetin aja kalo Cassie ini adalah jebolannya Sean 'Diddy'... (nama barunya P. Diddy atau Puff Daddy).
masih adakah orang yang blm pernah ngeliat video klip-nya lagu ini???
kalo ada, please deh... wake up! turn on ur tv!!!
di video klipnya yang pertama, Cassie cuma nari2 doang sendirian...
katanya sih buat ngebentuk image Cassie, maklum pendatang baru...
tapi video klipnya asli narsis pisan!!!
soalnya Cassie nari2 sendiri gitu... dan keliatannya terasang sendiri gara2 gerakannya sendiri... aneh ya?
knapa lagi si gue bisa ngeliatnya dari sudut pandang yang jorok...
parah abis!!!

oh ya, jadi keingetan lagi...
waktu itu aku pertama kali ngedenger lagu ini gara2 Alia-adekku yang tercinta- mendownload lagu ini dari internet...
trus lama2 aku sering denger di Prambors Jakarta...
trus di Prambors Bandung...
trus... di radio2 lain, seperti Oz, lagu ini blm booming...
baru pas aku ikutan request on the street di Oz, trus ngerequest lagu ini, trus jadi sering bgt deh di puter di Oz...
hehehe!
mungkin itu cuman prasaan si gue aja jadi trendsetter...
but whatever... slama blum ada yang ngamuk2, gpp kan??? hahahaha

enjoy the song!!!
keep ur mind clean!!!

Ludacris f/ Mary J. Blige

Ludacris f/ Mary J. Blige - Runaway Love

Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love

[Verse 1 - Ludacris]
Now little lisa is only 9 years old
She's tryin' to figure out why the world is so cold
Why she's all all alone and they never met her family
Mama's always gone and she never met her daddy
Part of her is missin' and nobody will listen
Mama is on drugs gettin high up in the kitchen
Bringin home men at different hours of the night
Startin with some laughs--usually endin'in a fight
Sneak into her room while her mamas knocked out
Tryin to have his way and little lisa says 'ouch'
She tries to resist but then all he does is beat her
Tries to tell her mom but her mama don't believe her
Lisa is stuck up in the world on her own
Forced to think that hell is a place called home
Nothin' else to do but get some clothes and pack
She says she's 'bout to run away and never come back.

[Hook - Mary J. Blige]
Runaway love [x8]

[Verse 2 - Ludacris]
Little nicole is only 10 years old
She's steady tryin to figure why the world is so cold
Why she's not pretty and nobody seems to like her
Alcoholic step dad always wanna strike her
Yells and abuses, leaves her with some bruises
Teachers ask questions she makin' up excuses
Bleedin' on the inside, cryin' on the out
It's only one girl really knows what she's about
Her name is lil' stacy and they become friends
Promise that they always be tight til the end
Until one day lil' stacy gets shot
A drive by bullet went straight up on her block
Now nicole stuck up in the world on her own
Forced to think that hell is a place called home
Nothin' else to do but get some clothes and pack
She says she's bout to run away and never come back.

[Hook - Mary J. Blige]
Runaway love [x8]

[Verse 3 - Ludacris]
Little erica is eleven years old
She's steady tryin' to figure why the world is so cold
So she pops pills to get rid of all the pain
Cause she's havin' sex with a boy who's sixteen
Emotions run deep and she thinks she's in love
So there's no protection he's usin no glove
Never thinkin' 'bout the consequences of her actions
Livin for today and not tomorrow's satisfaction
The days go by and her belly gets big
The father bails out he ain't ready for a kid
Knowin' her mama will blow it all outta proportion
Plus she lives poor so no money for abortion
Erica is stuck up in the world on her own
Forced to think that hell is a place called home
Nothin' else to do but get her clothes and pack
She say she' about to run away and never come back.

[Hook - Mary J. Blige]
Runaway love [repeats til end]

aku skarang sdang tergila-gila dengan Mary J. Blige...
I love her so much!!! and I really like her voice!!!
agak kecewa juga pas tau seberapa dikitnya dia nyanyi di lagu ini....
tapi gak pa-pa... tetep keren!

anyway... this song is such a wonderful rap song!!!
I mean, look at the lyrics!!!
hope all those stuff will never happen in Indonesia...
or worst, become another tradition of somekind...
man, that would be totally sad...

anyone of u wanna hear the song?
just contact me!!!

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

The Servant

The Servant - (I Should Be Your) Girlfriend

She says, "You're so mean to me, I'm in misery. all the things you say kick into my brain"
These soap opera lines And i must've heard them fifty times
England gleefully goes bleeding into me
Weird philosophy And rediculous beliefs
Yes! You can win your dream!
In a bold on a magazine

She says, "I should be your girlfriend. You should be my boyfriend. We should be together, you and me forever"
But I just look away cause I don't know what to say

She say, "You're always telling me ' Oh there's greatness in me' But what've you actually ever really achieved!?"
And a nerve in me is hit And i hate her more for it

She says "I should be your girlfriend. You should be my boyfriend. We should be together, you and me forever"
But I just look away Cause I don't know what to say

We make promises that we will never keep
There's so much stuff to say but we We never speak

You should be my girlfriend
I should be your boyfriend
We should be together
you and me forever
But you just look away Cause you don't know what to say...

lagu yang keren banget!!!
liriknya gila abis!!!

si gue pertama kali denger lagu ini di Prambors...
yang bego-nya, penyiar2 Prambors malah sibuk mikir kalo anak2 The Servant itu gay...
how stupid...
I mean, they said that even before they actually LISTEN and READ the lyrics!!!

jujur aja nih, man!
si gue nih berangan-angan nyanyiin lagu ini di depan kecengannya si gue!!!
bayangin aja, man!
bayangin si gue lagi ada di deket kecengan si gue dan sok2 bersenandung lagu ini...
"I should be your girlfriend. You should be my boyfriend. We should be together, you and me forever"
gak kebayang euy....! gimana dong ya???
palingan juga he just looks away coz he doesn't know what to say....
or he may think, sinting banget sih ni cewek....

check out www.myspace.com/theservantuk for more info tentang band ini...
yah sapa tau ada diantara temen2 yang lagi iseng aja main ke benua Eropa dan pas ke Belgia pas banget ama hari konsernya The Servant... bisa langsung nonton kan???
hahaha!
what a dream!

Friday, January 12, 2007

nothing new...

true...
what I wanna write now is not something new...
it's about "being an adult" thing again...

I still remember there's one of my friends to once said to me something like, "I know u're older than me... but ur attitude doesn't look show that u're older than me..."
in other words, he said that I still look like a kid. I mean, I don't look like a kid, but I act like a kid.
at that time, I was like, whoa... am I that bad???

and now I'm in taking my university radio as my extracurricular, it's called 8EH.
as a new member in that community, the seniors often call us (my friends and I)with a term of "little kids".
They usually say something like this:
"ah... anak2 baru mah gak usah diajak lah pas weekend mah... pasti pada pulang... manja..."
or, "mereka mah gak boleh pulang malem... masih kecil..."
and that really got me thinking...

I don't know...
I've been away from my parents and sister for several years...
I moved to Bandung since grade 7 or first year of junior high school. really live 'alone' with my family far away from me since grade 10 or first year of senior high.
but eventhough we're far away from each other, we always spent sometime to get together as a family... it usually on weekends...
to be honest with u, now I can't really remember how it feels to have a complete family in oe home.
I mean, eventhough we almost always meet on weekends, it doesn't feel the same anymore.
I have the feeling that if my family has sometime to watch TV together, that means we're all on holiday. it'll never be just a regular day anymore...
I still remember how we usually sat around together, in front of the TV when I was still in the elementary... I still remember how I sat and where I sat, I even still remember some of the conversations we had. but I forget what I felt back then. how I felt at that time...and what was it like to get together in one regular night, watching a TV soap opera as a family...

I mean, the bonding in my family is always close... we'd love to keep it that way...
and what I was wondering was, "is keeping the very close bonding in the family considered to be childish?"
y'know, bcoz keeping the-very-close-family-bonding means u get together with ur family a lot, u hang out with them very often, u spend ur time to eat in one table...

that actually really got me thinking...
I just spent my christmas/new year holiday together with my whole family: my mom, dad, and sis.
and I thought, "Oh My God, I'm turning 20 and I'm still having a holiday with them!!! I'm such a child!"

well, see, that's actually one of the reasons why I wanted to go to US for my bachelor degree...
to move out from my parent's house. to be independent... to not to become such a child anymore...
to feel that I'm being such a child is really embarrasing for myself...
honestly...

but what can I do???
I love being with my family.
becoz our bonding is really tight, we don't have to say what we want all the time...
it's almost like a telepathy or sumthin...
and by being with my family, I feel really secure...

I still don't get it...
do I really still acting like a child?
should I change?
should I create a distance b/w my family and I to be considered as an independent adult???

do I care about what people think about me?
do I want to change only becoz I want ppl to think that I'm an adult?

lagi males

LAGI males????

Bukannya setiap hari, setiap saat juga aku selalu males????

Not sure…

Probably it’s becoz of the intensity of my being out of my house basically everyday and not for a very short period of time…

I don’t know…

Well, I’m on my holiday now…

I know for some of my friends around the world the word ‘holiday’ seems to be unfair… coz u guys just started a new semester… but u’re gonna have a spring break! And that is much unfair!!! besides, u guys just had a good christmas and new year holiday...

so we're even....

anyway...

I'm really not in the mood of doing anything at all lately...

it feels so good to be up very late, sit down in a big couch in front of my flat screen 30 inch tv, and go back to sleep...

being a couch potato here...

but really...

I'm really not in the mood of going out... walk around in the mall... driving....

it feels good just to be in front of my laptop, browsing for an international essay competition, without even knowing when I'm actually gonna start the essay... or even just talk to some friends across the continent via MSN....

suddenly I don't really care much that I haven't got a chance to watch Happy Feet... how embarrassing is that???

I'm even too lazy to arrange the reunion meeting with my old friends... or taking my bank book... or even thinking about my crush...

how can I be this lazy??????

well, hopefully next week I'm gonna b better...

ada kerjaan di EF minggu depan... jadi, hope that actually wake me up!

argh!!! knapa diluar panas banget sih????? tambah ngerusak mood aja!!!!

trus knapa Adam Air blum diketemuin juga sih??? makin ngerusak mood!!!

happy holiday, my friends!!!

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p.s. have u checked the Greenpeace blog???

Thursday, January 11, 2007

Theresa Sokyrka

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Theresa Sokyrka - Good Mother

I've got money in my pocket
I like the color of my hair
I've got a friend who loves me
Got a house
I've got a car
I've got a good mother
And her voice is what keeps me here
Feet on ground
Heart in hand
Facing forwards
Be yourself

Oh I,No I've never wanted anything
No I,No I
No I've never wanted anything
So Bad

Cardboard
Masks of all the people I've been
Thrown out
With all the rusted
Tangled,Dented god damn miseries
Oh you can say I'm hard to hold
But if you knew me
You'de know
I've got a good father
And his strength is what makes me cry
Feet on ground
Heart in hand
Facing forward
Be yourself

Oh I've
No I' never wanted anythin
No I
No I
No I've never wanted anything
So Bad
So Bad

I've got money in my pocket
I like the color of my hair
I've got a friend who loves me
Got a house
I've got a car
I've got a good mother
And her voice is what keeps me here
Feet on ground
Heart in hand
Facing forward
Just be yourself
Just be yourself
Heart in hand
Feet on ground

Here's Theresa Sokyrka. She got the second place on 2004 Canadian Idol. her genre is more like jazzy pop, or sumthin like that. and her voice is great...
anybody wanna listen to her song, just tell me....

the red sentences was the sentences that moved me.
it seems like I've got anything that I need.
and it's kinda true... I've never really wanted anything so bad...
maybe becoz I almost always get everything that I need...
and also maybe becoz I always think a thousand time before I really want something...

I don't know how many times I've said this, but I won't be bored to tell u...
I LOVE MY LIFE!!!!


p.s. I was gonna buy a Giordano t-shirt which said: "I love life" but then it seems like everywhere I go now, there's always someone wearing it... shit!
p.p.s. go to the Greenpeace blog!